I'm flitting and flying and spinning in circles, darting here and there, but without a good plan or a trustworthy course or direction. This is my year of getting organised with a capital O. My year of finally flying and getting somewhere with my life. I'm like the kid who upon hearing her mother's call to come inside for supper,pretends not to hear and continues playing outside, listening for the shrill pitch in mom's voice to signify that it is REALLY time to come in.
It's not that I am too lazy or don't desire change enough. It's that like all single mother's I'm conflicted. I only have 24 hours in the day, and less energy than that. My resources are few and I can't decide what I should be doing right now. With so much to do and so many good options, it's hard to know how to spend my time. The enemy of best is most certainly good.
So ENOUGH ALREADY! Time to move..RIGHT?
First step, I think I'll go check out the new Chinese Market in town. That should be fun....
*sigh*
It's not that I am too lazy or don't desire change enough. It's that like all single mother's I'm conflicted. I only have 24 hours in the day, and less energy than that. My resources are few and I can't decide what I should be doing right now. With so much to do and so many good options, it's hard to know how to spend my time. The enemy of best is most certainly good.
So ENOUGH ALREADY! Time to move..RIGHT?
First step, I think I'll go check out the new Chinese Market in town. That should be fun....
*sigh*
First you need to know where you want to go and that's my problem, I'm never sure really where I want to end up or if any of the possibilities are really possible. Good luck! Maybe when you get success you can let me in on the secret of HOW!
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You sound almost Cheshire Cattish Suze!
ReplyDeleteProbably just pessimistic! I hope there is some hidden secret!
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